So Much Time, Nothing To Do

 
I am in another office. Now I am taking on a new role again. Bantay. Guard. I am so sleepy. I have nothing left to do. I was able to clean out my emails (after not being able to read them in almost a month). I tried browsing friendster kagina. I even played chess online. Hmmm. Ano pa gid ubrahon ko man?

I called up Jaja, Gian and Poldo gina. We needed to test our lines going to US, tapos sila lang ang nadumduman ko nga me number. But unfortunately, I was not able to reach them. :(

I have tons of work left in the office, but instead I'm wasting my time away here in another callcenter, babysitting...Sigh.

I will definitely be available on Sunday, May 30. If you finalize the plans right away, maybe I could take a VL on Saturday. But come to think of it, I can't. I have no replacement, I can't be absent. I could be there 4-730pm on Sat.

Guys, Gigi will be here on the 29th of May. Tapos she will leave for Tokyo the next day daw??? We have to make sure we all meet on the 29th ha???

daw nag-numb naman ko gani. but these things, they come to remind us once in a while. i'm glad, in a twisted kind of way, because it reminded that: i love you, prendships!!!!! (charing!)

Gi, I think of it at times too. Then I get really focused on it and totally afraid. But eventually, I will totally forget about it too.

I know I haven't written for a while.... It's because I've been trying to find the right words to say. Why am I writing this here, and not on my blog? I guess because I want to write with the atmosphere of my best friends around me....

This Monday a student on our floor was found dead on his desk (from hypoglycemia which runs in my family too). Apparently he had been dead almost a day before anyone discovered him, and only because he didn't show up for an exam and his friend went to check on him.

There is no sorrow for me. I didn't know him at all. But I have been rattled these past few days, for reasons I am trying to find.

It got me thinking that I, too, would go for days without seeing or talking to any of my friends here. What if it had been me?

I guess I am just thinking of death.... I have so much I still want to do. And it would be so sad to die far far away from all that you loved, without even saying good bye, without making any preparations.

Expect to see my "emergency" last will and testament posted one of these days.

i will write about rosy cheeks' past lives for three major reasons: 1) i have nothing to write about me. hahaha! 2) im happy with her reading and i want to spread happiness everywhere. charot!!! 3) rosy cheeks would be too shy to tell everything, and might not stick to the full version ;-)

hihihihi. i dont have my notes with me! they're with rose! grrrr... so ill only be writing about the essential things hehe. of course, i do have excellent memory, as dahon claims :-D

IMPORTANT THINGS TO KNOW ABOUT THE PAST LIVES OF THE ROSEMARIE LEAF

Her Karma

she used to be plump, stout, well-endowed, etc etc hehehehe. a very well-off woman in Europe! (Spain, England and all the colonizing European countries. hmp!) hehehehe. she wasn't really evil, but being affluent, she couldn't sympathize with the less priviledged, and oftentimes, rubbed it in. (look up Jann Arden's song Insensitive). I hope you get the picture, she lived in feudal Europe, a matapobre woman who could have whatever she wanted. But not to fear, she had already been told about being such in her past lifetimes, so she already knows. So that her karma in this lifetime is not really to suffer, (but to have 17-inch waistline!) but to live in a third world country, (philippines no less! which suffered most gravely in the hands of the europeans! hmp!) and just to make do with not so little, but definitely not-too-much (as if!). maging kuripot. hehe. also, and more importantly, (i really like this concept!).

because rose used to live in feudal times, (feudal=conventional, restrictive, etc), rose is now 'tasked' to 'present' the alternative, creative ways of living. (and loving :-) ) and it's true!!! right? right? rose is one hell of a creative person, personally, and professionally. this really made me smile, grin, while documenting :-D

part of rose's karma is to give love (on christmas day and always) and this love-giving goes to her brain, so that the more love she gives, the more extraordinarily intelligent she becomes! yehey!!! rose will of course try to deny this, but really, she is brilliant. i should know, ive known her since high school! hehe.

what else?

HER SOUL MATE
did you know, rose has lived since the stone age! i mean, during the times when the people used to hunt for food no surplus, no ref) and rose was able to hunt, kill, eat a cheetah BY HERSELF! she was the only woman in her tribe who was able to do that, and she 'earned' the right to wear a cheetah skin as venus-cut dress ;-) (i guess this also relates in her present life, working in the IT world, where she has more male bosses (asses!) than females, and she shines!!!

okay, her soul mate. he belonged in that same tribe. but they wont meet again until she has totally 'fulfilled' her karma. ganun? pang-reward ang soul mate? hmp. im sorry, rosie cheeks, i cant remember anymore coz i didnt im currently not into soulmates :-D but oh yes, she lived as a widow, who then had a fine time with different men. she loved men. she loved LOTS of men. (the reader's words ok?) actually, she didnt really love them, she loved that soulmate, but maybe life thought it would give her some distraction first :-D

AND OTHERS

she used to be a cat. cat= super sensitive animal. harmony and beauty (LIBRA!) and can make do with what little there is.

toad= sex life sex life sex life hihihihi

iguana. fish. reptiles. = scales in rosemarie's legs? reader says more love, more good karma will turn her into a full human. hehehe.

SUPER HAPPY BIT!

dahon used to be 3 trees! macadamia (yummy!), cashew, and something. ALL NUTS. Hahaha. but really, rose and i were beaming at this point, coz that affirms rose' obsession with trees and having DAHON for a name :-)

THE MATRIX

the reader asked her if she read nostradamus. rose was poker face. so instead, the reader talked all about the matrix! and this documentor tuned out! rose could very well deal with that. she's more into the matrix and keanu than i am. hehe. dont be scared rosie cheeks. i dont think she meant to scare you. yes, maybe you are far more perceptive than you would allow yourself to be, but there's always a more appropriate time for everything. mwah!

DOCUMENTOR'S NOTES

hmm, i've done my commenting while writing. i just want re state that i like her reading because it's so affirming. and creative. and kind. the very traits of that skinny girl with a big heart named rose/dahon. ;-)

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hihihihihi... rosie cheeks im happy with your past lives!!! haay naku..let me do the reporting. hahahaha!!! soon! later :-D mwah!!!

Had past life reading last Friday. With Dette-dette. Next kit-anay ta, I'll tell you all about it. Gi hurry up, I decided that I'll have my intuitive reading with Bong together with you (and probably with Fe or Mels if they're up to it =)). So I'll wait for you.

You wouldn't believe my past life reading. As Dette-dette puts it regarding HER past life reading, "it's imaginable." Mine isn't, I mean I couldn't imagine that I was a "cruel thinker" but the more I think (pun!) about it, the more I understand myself now. Okay, okay, will write about it in my other blog. =).

New policy from the queen: Everyone should have their past lives read, when you feel you are ready for it. =).

happy tuod ang ym beta version! thanks dd!

Shut up na Rosie. Me Gmail ka na. Ako man. Thanks Gigi!

Nagpa Rune Rose. Ako man next time ah. When will we meet again guys?

State of the monarchy address:

What is wrong with you people? [Looking straight at Gigi]. That nagging feeling Gigi, for your information was my vibes, my aura, my *energy* that screams, yes, stop clicking that link, stop it, copy paste it, send it to the Queen! What is wrong with you people?! (Looking straight at Gigi and Dette-dette - is this possible? how the shit do I look straight at two people?..um let alone, one :D) You, of all people are gifted with supernatural, paranormal, occult-like powers, why for godsakes, are you both, so dense?

For the others, heed this so you would not receive the scorn of the queen. This is the last time Gmail is going to be talked about.